Today marks the end of our relationship.
I learned so much from you.
I hate you.
I love you.
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We need to go our separate ways now. We need to spread our wings and see what the world still has to offer us. It’s scary knowing I won’t have you to fall back on at the end of the day but I’m trying to be strong for me…for once.
You were home but somewhere along the way things turned sour and you became my worst enemy. Looking back I wish I knew what I had then. I wish I did a lot of things differently and instead reveled in your presence. But I was young and I didn’t know that I had a good thing going.
As much as I have regrets here and there about us, I am still thankful for everything we have experienced together. You were my first. You will always have a special place in my heart. If the heaven’s permit we see each other again someday and a second chance might be in the horizon, know that I will love you more. I will treasure you more. I will appreciate you more.
In the meantime, goodbye.