Hi, my name is Kat and this week was a mess.
I don’t know where to start. This week has been horrible for me. If we were having coffee, I’d tell you that after a series of very unfortunate events, I am now in charge of managing finances in the house. I don’t go to the market or give our helpers their salaries instead I get to do something trickier. I get to give my mom the budget for the house. It sounds so simple and straight forward but my mom is giving me a hard time.
I honestly want to write down all the things I am feeling because of this new task but I’m choosing not to. It’s very personal and I don’t want you guys to think that my mom only wants money. To cut the story short, I’m just very disappointed with how things are being handled right now. I am a firm believer of communication. If there are things that need to be fixed or settled, a good talk can help achieve that.
A good talk is all we need. And I thought we agreed to keep on communicating when we don’t see eye to eye. I just feel so sad, disappointed and frustrated that I have to understand her and give her the benefit of the doubt all the time when she can’t even do the same for me.
Right now, I can’t even believe that a good talk can help us straighten out our issues. That’s how bad things are for me right now. I just hate the situation and I want out. I want to get away from my mother so badly because she has repeatedly hurt me and yet she acts like she hasn’t.
Maybe I’m becoming a little overdramatic but that’s the way I feel. I hope that the upcoming week all my thoughts and feelings will change but I highly doubt it will.
If we were having coffee, I’ll try my best to think of some positive things that happened this week. I don’t want to believe that this whole week was a mess.
Monday was the last day I get to work on mid shift. I’m back on day shift and it’s amazing! I had some difficulties getting along with my lead on the project I was working and I just feel great that I’m free from him!
Tuesday – Friday: I am so happy since I get to have lunch with my boyfriend again! He works very close to where I work so we just meet up for lunch. I just love spending time with him. He is my rock!
Saturday was the day I got a haircut. I think my new ‘do is making me look rounder and fatter but I’m just happy the last of my colored hair is gone!
If we were having coffee, I’ll share my excitement over my mini-hiatus! I decided to schedule posts for the next two weeks (except Sundays for our coffee date) just so I have more time to work on my new ideas and create different content. I apologize in advance if for the next two weeks my work wouldn’t be as crisp but I’m still going to go through with it for some much-needed rest and relaxation.
And that’s it, I have to create a few more posts! I’ll see you same time next week! <3